gideon : one more reason to cry .

US* is tearing apart .
one by one . they leave .
oh why ! god why .
will it really no longer be the same as before ?
...
i still miss gideon .
but ...
mell ! tears .
people close to me are all leaving .

i want to spend the 1month+ happily with you .
its all the time left . i wont waste it .
it will be the best . i will miss you .